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the forest is asking you to grow.
“Let’s walk around and see how this lake looks,” Adam is already turning, observing for signs of insect activity, eager to fish. I grab...
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Aug 7, 20254 min read


eyes wide open.
When leading SoulFlow™ embodiment classes, I often say that our minds live in the past and the future, while our bodies live in the...
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Jul 24, 20254 min read


a split heart.
Each day that I get a FaceTime from my sister, a call that opens with a whoosh to the image of her face squished with her kids’, is a day...
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Jul 17, 20253 min read


lost lake, wandering girl.
It’s been a while since I spent an entire weekend truly alone. Adam went to a bachelor party in Palm Springs a few weekends ago, meaning...
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Jul 10, 20254 min read


a promise to myself.
For the entire month of June, I promised myself to write 300 words a day. Not for Substack, not in my notebook, not for emails. But 300...
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Jul 3, 20253 min read


30.
I turned thirty on Monday. I turned thirty surrounded by trees and mountains and water and delicious food and people that love me. I...
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Jun 19, 20252 min read


the energetics of reiki.
I had my first reiki session a couple of weeks ago. 7 a.m.: not knowing what to expect, but eager to calm the never-ending chatter in my...
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Jun 12, 20254 min read


a festival of words in the mountains.
I spent Memorial Day weekend in the mountains with other writers. Back in April, I saw an ad on Instagram for the Mountain Words Festival...
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Jun 5, 20254 min read


call me professor.
When I was prepping to teach PUBL 170: Introduction to Book Publishing this past spring semester, I had no idea what to expect. I had...
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May 22, 20253 min read


it's okay to "fail."
Over the course of the last month, I was applying for a new position at my company. I didn’t get it. In the past, I would have hid this...
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May 15, 20253 min read


I had an essay published!
When I graduated with my master’s degree a year ago, I worried that I would fall back into old patterns of not prioritizing my writing...
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May 8, 20253 min read


musings on an annual egg hunt.
My parents found ways to make ordinary days special when my sister and I were little. Dad would say goodnight to us in our shared room,...
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Apr 24, 20254 min read


the universe is an algorithm.
I sit down to write this post and begin by typing this line: The more I’ve embraced playfulness in my adult life, the more opportunities...
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Apr 17, 20254 min read


becoming a woman that runs with other wolves.
I’ve always considered myself a lone wolf. Self-sufficient, self-reliant, independent, and competent. I’ve always considered this a good...
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Apr 11, 20254 min read


standing at the base of sheer majesty.
I stare up the steep incline of dirt and sand—a grayish tan pathway going eighty degrees up. The path, maybe three or four feet across,...
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Apr 3, 20253 min read


can we talk about this?
Let’s talk about what it means to be alive in this world right now. I’m not getting into politics here and I promise I’ll rant for a...
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Mar 20, 20253 min read


on belonging.
In October 2023, I signed up for a ten-month, multi-modality somatic certification program called Rooted . I was excited to learn more...
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Mar 6, 20253 min read


making space for the life you desire.
I’ve been ruminating on the idea of “making space.” When I lead SoulFlow™ embodiment sessions , we spend forty-ish minutes focusing on...
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Feb 20, 20253 min read


subtle shifts in perspective.
gratitude. It’s just one word. One simple word. Say it. Feel it in your body. Where does it tingle? What colors do you see? What...
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Feb 13, 20254 min read


burn down your box.
Just over a week ago, I sat in my parents’ basement looking at four other women on a Zoom screen, getting ready to take a SoulFlow™...
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Feb 10, 20254 min read
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